The lyric says it all, please read 'em. I would rather be dead than alive if you don't care.
Lyrics
I'm lost, forever in the dream that i am living,
where i am trying to be a star.
No matter the pain, no matter the cause,
i cannot stop believing.
It is everything that i wish to be.
And i know how it feels, when no one can read,
the words that i have written.
I would rather be dead than alive if you don't care.
Well i guess that it seems, like impossible dreams,
that we all sometimes been sharing.
But it gives me the will and strength to stay alive.
There is something that i, remember you by,
that is related to this feeling.
And it's hard to find the words to describe.
So just listen instead to the songs that you hear.
And try to feel what's being hidden.
There is always a way to explain unspoken words.
