Lyrics
I gotta do what I have to, type of a kid to want a dinner,
the type of kid to want a roof above me during winter.
and if its cold out, Im greedy and I want a blanket.
I want a girl to love me, f*** a b*** , they usually fake it.
but its all good, I been around Ive seen faces.
scrubbing dishes, fighting wages, still im aging,
I wake up in the morning, hoping that the day is ending.
I take up every challenge, praying for the greatest outcome.
and in the end, still sitting thinking maybe trippin.
Im stoked to live it up dreams to be a politition
dreams of everything, f*** I need to graduate.
im still sitting here, these ideas I elaborate.
but I aint gonna wait, I got my mind set on success.
im good at music, music hides my current hate and stress.
im a broken soul, and I couldnt thank you less.
and imma tell you this way to make a bigger mess.
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Let Go, Of everything that Id attract.
leave it all behind, cause I cant turn back
and im going round to the place I need.
and I see, its my world, in my dreams.
and its all gone,
imma be gone with it.
no more lectures, just blank pictures.
just an image that I kept it my mind,.
and I use to remember all the terrable times.
F*** it, you can find a girl you just have to try.
they say a nice girl, im not a nice guy.
i keep getting sicker, im feeling like a quitter.
so if you see me at a show, give me the middle finger.
that's the only way that me and you should conversate./
i really anxious now, to wonder off and walk away.
I settled down a bit, the liquor store controls my pay.
my college funds, and my rent money is locked away
in the safest place, its crazy how this really works.
you go inside, grab some bottles rolling papers, then disperse
a 40 oz and one dose will be enough for me.
any more then that then tonight is just a luxery
f*** it, ive had enough of my own antics.
my own mind has got me crazy and I cant stand it.
I guess ill fade away, roll a blunt an take action
you can do it with me, if you'd just imagine.
You coulda told me you were cold,
i didnt expect you to bail
but my thoughts on my own,
re direct by themselves
see i f*** ed up, ignored you,
f*** it I adored you.
leave it up to me to be the bad guy, old news.
you did this, and you cant make it better.
i wouldn't be a psychopath if we stayed together.
but we didn't so f*** it well i cant move on.
and I been mistreated for so god damn long.
but my plans reformed.
and I cant turn back,
cause I see that Nate fella, I cant handle that.
see me going off about him it isn't his fault
yeah the problems just evolved, they will never be solved
