I decided to give you some spoken word accompanied by a smooth music produced by yours truly.
Story behind the song
This poem depicts the mind of a person battling with their sexuality.
Lyrics
From teen fantasies to adult realities the chemistry between you and me and my secret. You promised you'd keep them so I let you see them.
An you enjoyed them all as my secrets they fall to the floor on the bed I'm the virgin on the edge. Ready to free fall as long as you're willing to catch me and never let me hit the grown. Cause so many people look around eyes lusting only to leave disgusting smells and stains in the seat where most pain comes through conception. See I didn't have to learn that lesson cause the old folks told me that you can't drive to cars so I chose one and I listened to the oldies. I let him drive cause I liked the rides he would take me on, with our seatbelts on we feared nothing. And we never used the back seat cause he knew I was too classy but some times hoes walk around trashy making my man look pass me. Shh How can I blame him? when I like women to. I thought I was confused so I chose not to choose to act on those childhood memories and remember me elementary liking my best friend, middle school, high school, nights consisted of me laying on the phone in the dark talking to this "girlfriend" I knew. Both teens wondering could you keep my secret? Cus at 16 I kissed a boy and 17 I kissed a girl. 18 I smoking drinking living all in the world. And I turned 19 and I heard a sound, words so profound "Music gave me an outlet. It said you can be the Lady and the G both he and she and they will appeal to you as long as you keep it trill with yourself. And realness of this shit is I was gay since day 1 ya know tom boy crossing niggas playing ball and1! In the body of a woman so I'm told to be with man so I hide and remain silent single on the side line waiting until man came into plan. Girl meets boy, boy likes girl, girls get pregnant boy leaves girl.
Now who am I too be stuck with a child knowing I'm a lesbian or should I say a thespian how I acted the way they wanted me to. Not saying I a'int want to cause I made my own moves but I was young and I misused the concept of Love and who loved me.
